Wednesday, April 29, 2015

A Dream Deferred



I must say, this semester was tense.  In the classroom and throughout the campus, the feeling was palpable.  News outlets throughout the country continue to report on incidents of police violence against young black men and women, yet our campus administrators remained silent.  At least two incidents in Ohio made the national news.  In August 2014, John Crawford lost his life at the hands of police at a Walmart practically across the street from our campus.  Administration said nothing.  Three months later, twelve-year-old Tamir Rice was gunned down by police in Cleveland.  Again, nobody mentioned it.  Actually that’s not true.  The students did.  They were talking about it all the time.  In class, in the dining halls, the dorms, and on social media, the students were trying to make sense of all the violence. 

Why were these cops killing young black men?  Why weren’t they being held accountable?  Could the same thing happen to me?   



A group of professors tried to hold a forum for the students to come and discuss their feelings about the atrocities being committed against African Americans.  Administrators swiftly stepped in to take over the forum, controlling the topic and tone of the conversation and always staying on script.  Once again the students’ voices were silenced. 

Tensions continued to rise. . . .

A couple months ago, a group of my students presented me with a racist letter that they received from a fellow student.  What began as a legitimate noise complaint, quickly turned into a racial diatribe about black people, including an explanation as to why “they can’t get anywhere in life.”  The administration moved quickly to soothe the students’ hurt feelings, but they still failed to address the larger issues at hand:  Nationally, African American men are under attack; locally, John Crawford’s murder reflects existing racial tensions in Dayton and growing hostilities about public transportation moving black and brown people into all-white neighborhoods and shopping districts; and finally on campus, African American students regularly feel marginalized, diminished, and excluded by university faculty and administrators.

The aforementioned issues ultimately led to a clash at the end of the semester between Black Lives Matter advocates and the group I will call The Patriots.  At a campus-wide celebration, the Black Lives Matter group asserted that the American flag was a symbol of racism, hypocrisy, and violence and, in a gesture of opposition to that hypocrisy, at least one student stomped on top of the flag.  In response, the Patriots did what patriots do.  They defended flag, God, and country.  Unfortunately, some students who disagreed with the flag-stomper quickly turned the conflict into a racial one.  At least a few Patriots shouted racial epithets to the BLM group and according to several students, told them to “go back where you came from.”  Considering nearly all the students at the university are from central Ohio, I assume this was a suggestion to go back to where their ancestors came from-- Africa.   Several days later, the Black Lives Matter advocates rallied on campus to, again, assert their belief that the American flag is a symbol of hypocrisy.  The Patriots also rallied to oppose the BLM group.  Things got extremely tense—especially when non-student groups began to show up:  Military veterans, bikers, nationalists, and others arrived to confront the Black Lives Matter group.  The two groups yelled and screamed at each other, which was difficult to watch.  The most tragic part of the whole incident is that both sides felt passionately about their cause, but neither side truly heard the other.  Meanwhile, our students continue to feel anger and frustration.  And racial tensions are simmering.  If nothing changes, I will be writing the sequel to this entry in the next academic year. . .  .









What happens to a dream deferred?
Does it dry up
like a raisin in the sun?
Or fester like a sore--
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over--
like a syrupy sweet?
Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.
Or does it explode?

-- Langston Hughes